Assalamualaikum and very good morning to all bloggers my friends guest and all.(berangankan ingat sema gst kt hotel tu tau pasal blog nie.) Today is my last morning shift of this week. Tomorrow will be my off day. I just want to go home and relax. wanna have a very good rest. it's being a week i don't have enough sleep because or working night shift. study for the exam. A bit tired. I need to more focus on that as this is just beginning of my study. i need to make sure that i will get my degree successfully.
A lot of thing coming and going in my life. My friend, my boyfriend and of coz money. heavy or slow the flow depends on the situation that ruin in my head now. i'll decide don't want to thinks about boys anymore. they make my head suck. i know not all of them like that i can't really hate all of them either coz i need to remember that my father and my brother was a men too.
But now i can't really accept any relationship with men. i hate him so much. Don't know why. i can be friend to anybody but when its to make serious relationship i,m started ignore them and it change from like to hate. I dont want to think bout it. I just want to concern bout my study nothing much than that.
Guys and Gurlz. please pray for me.
Monday, March 7, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Dugaan dipagi hari
Assalamualaikum and a very good Day to all my blogger,
Actually this posted suppose to be on yesterday but i,m to busy with my check out and check in guest. do the incident report. viewing the CCTV. Quarrel again with the guest. assist guest for check in. Do closing end shift. another incident report. and watch the movie ( my cctv view) hu hu hu until 11.30pm. Giler penat.
Thank God today flow so good. Hopefully will be lasting until end of my shift. Amin.
Hurm. I don't know what to write. maybe latter when i have the idea coz i,m really sleepy. thinking of my bed already hu hu hu. later i will update some hot news for u all ya. till then. take care and lots of love. muah.
Actually this posted suppose to be on yesterday but i,m to busy with my check out and check in guest. do the incident report. viewing the CCTV. Quarrel again with the guest. assist guest for check in. Do closing end shift. another incident report. and watch the movie ( my cctv view) hu hu hu until 11.30pm. Giler penat.
Thank God today flow so good. Hopefully will be lasting until end of my shift. Amin.
Hurm. I don't know what to write. maybe latter when i have the idea coz i,m really sleepy. thinking of my bed already hu hu hu. later i will update some hot news for u all ya. till then. take care and lots of love. muah.
OUM here I come.
Assalammualaikum and Salam Sejahtera.
I just have some excited story (ya my exiting story atually) Share with all the bloggers and readers. Another 2 month time i,ll become a student at OUM. Kind of very very exiting. I just cant believe that i,m gonna continue my study. Doing PJJ in management study. Please Wish and pray all my dreams come true.
I'll will make sure that all this dream become reality.
(tu jer yg ada idea coz penceritaan terbantut kerana masalah yang x dapat dielakkan)
Love u all
I just have some excited story (ya my exiting story atually) Share with all the bloggers and readers. Another 2 month time i,ll become a student at OUM. Kind of very very exiting. I just cant believe that i,m gonna continue my study. Doing PJJ in management study. Please Wish and pray all my dreams come true.
I'll will make sure that all this dream become reality.
(tu jer yg ada idea coz penceritaan terbantut kerana masalah yang x dapat dielakkan)
Love u all
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Craving of something sweet.
OMG kenapa lar sejak dua tiga menjak start diet nie teringin makan smothing weet yg memang x related langsung dalam i punya senarai diet harian. Hu hu hu. starting minggu lepas lagi. First Craving of EGG TART.
Kebetulan on that day Asma and Rusydi pi Jalan2 ke bukit Bintang. I just got my egg tart from one off the shop at Time Square. Sgt2 awesome. and for the whole week i,m only eat that thing. Next is Red Velvet Cake.
This we bought from The Apartment at The Curve. So Delicious. Melted in my mouth. hye still can feel the taste. Disebabkan nk cari kek nie lar Helmet sampai hilang. Dari The Curve ke Umh kt Flora damansara naik motor without Helmet. HA ha ha giler berani kan. Kepala ala2 kebal gitu. Nasib baik tak kena saman dengan Polis kalau tak hye entah lar. Next was Macaroons.
Macaroons was special bought by 1 of my friends from G- Tower. another good desert that we enjoys having it. Memang berbalaoi lar RM 20 for 6pcs only. ha ha ha. Crispy but very soft and it will melted on my mouth. Wow x tau dah nk gambarkan cmner rasanya. memang Membuai. and Next Donut.
Yang nie belum dapat lagi coz I keje petang and my Best buddy keje mlm. So slalunya JJCM nie kami berdua jer. Tengok lar besok ker lusa ker we will get it as She will going back to her Hometown this weekends. So watch out J.Co will get u there.
Kebetulan on that day Asma and Rusydi pi Jalan2 ke bukit Bintang. I just got my egg tart from one off the shop at Time Square. Sgt2 awesome. and for the whole week i,m only eat that thing. Next is Red Velvet Cake.
This we bought from The Apartment at The Curve. So Delicious. Melted in my mouth. hye still can feel the taste. Disebabkan nk cari kek nie lar Helmet sampai hilang. Dari The Curve ke Umh kt Flora damansara naik motor without Helmet. HA ha ha giler berani kan. Kepala ala2 kebal gitu. Nasib baik tak kena saman dengan Polis kalau tak hye entah lar. Next was Macaroons.
Macaroons was special bought by 1 of my friends from G- Tower. another good desert that we enjoys having it. Memang berbalaoi lar RM 20 for 6pcs only. ha ha ha. Crispy but very soft and it will melted on my mouth. Wow x tau dah nk gambarkan cmner rasanya. memang Membuai. and Next Donut.
Yang nie belum dapat lagi coz I keje petang and my Best buddy keje mlm. So slalunya JJCM nie kami berdua jer. Tengok lar besok ker lusa ker we will get it as She will going back to her Hometown this weekends. So watch out J.Co will get u there.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
something that i,m not surpose to know.....
I found something that i suppose not to know today. A page with my BF name and his picture on that. On that page show that about his status. He already married. Some comment from his wife as well. 2 day before I see his wife page. On that page appear their wedding picture. But I just Ignore it because I taught the picture was belong to his twins. But today this page really hurt me so much. Why I need to know this things when everything almost done. When my engagement day is just around the corner.
Now I,m so confuse don't know what to do. Either believe what i,m seeing or from something from what i heard. Now I,m really feel so tired. Now i,m just realized that why sometimes when i called someone will cut off the line or someone will replying the massage. Why I,m still so stupid and simply believe after get hurts so many times. Why I need to give all my heart to him. And end up i,m hurt. So much pain.
I know my life need to go on. But i,m keep on be cheating and hurting. I dont have any strength to live now. Not even in a single time i enjoy my happy life. I dont know i can stand with this kind of things and be patient.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
cerita awal 2011
Morning everybody. Hows your first January 2011. Is macam biasa jer x de aper beza pun. Pepagi lagi dah terjaga. sedangkan baru jer tido kul 5am tadi. La nie even try nak lelap balik dah x buleh so gagahkan diri yang tetiba demam nie sebab bangun terkejut kot (ada ker orang demam cm tu) ha ha ha suka lar badan aku.
Seawal pagi tadi breakfast Sebiji besar buah jambu batu. Baik tuk perhadamam tu. Tapi tu Doctor la yang kata tau bukan is yang kata so is ikut jer lar. Tapi yang sebenarnya x de benda nak makan kat rumah nie tu la sebabnyer. Nak cerita pasal permulaan Tahun baru nie is pun tak tahu nak cerita macam mana coz rasanya permulaannya pun dah menyakitkan. Tadi jatuh kat bilik air tah kenapa tah tetiba hilang daya imbangan badan, (peh bahasa melayuku mesti Cikgu ku bangga)Sakit giler pinggang nie. Adoi Ai. Nak berjalan balik ker bilik sangatlar sakit. Nak berdiri pun susah terpaksa la merangkak. Hadoi dh macam comodo tgh padang pasir jer nasib baik dekat rumah aku sendiri.
Tapi hilang juga sakitku ini setelah Buah hatiku En HAQIEM call seawal pagi wish morning n love .. he he he. Jangan jelous lar. Kalau nak minta lar dengan BF korang. Mana leh Share2 benda nie. time tgh happy camnie lar.. sok2 kalau time gaduh x tau la cmner..
*sebenarnya entri ini ditulis pada malam 2 january 2011 tapi entah kenapa entri nie tak keluar. sangat pelik dan confius*
Seawal pagi tadi breakfast Sebiji besar buah jambu batu. Baik tuk perhadamam tu. Tapi tu Doctor la yang kata tau bukan is yang kata so is ikut jer lar. Tapi yang sebenarnya x de benda nak makan kat rumah nie tu la sebabnyer. Nak cerita pasal permulaan Tahun baru nie is pun tak tahu nak cerita macam mana coz rasanya permulaannya pun dah menyakitkan. Tadi jatuh kat bilik air tah kenapa tah tetiba hilang daya imbangan badan, (peh bahasa melayuku mesti Cikgu ku bangga)Sakit giler pinggang nie. Adoi Ai. Nak berjalan balik ker bilik sangatlar sakit. Nak berdiri pun susah terpaksa la merangkak. Hadoi dh macam comodo tgh padang pasir jer nasib baik dekat rumah aku sendiri.
Tapi hilang juga sakitku ini setelah Buah hatiku En HAQIEM call seawal pagi wish morning n love .. he he he. Jangan jelous lar. Kalau nak minta lar dengan BF korang. Mana leh Share2 benda nie. time tgh happy camnie lar.. sok2 kalau time gaduh x tau la cmner..
*sebenarnya entri ini ditulis pada malam 2 january 2011 tapi entah kenapa entri nie tak keluar. sangat pelik dan confius*
Monday, January 24, 2011
A type Of Friends.
Hye.. Sepatutnya posted nie dah lama dah ada dekat blog.tapi tah lar rasa macam susah sangat nak habiskan benda nie.tak tahu nak mulakan daripada mana. Sebabnya takut bila cakap pasal orang nie orang tu kecik hati. Tapi kalau kita tak cakap pasal dia kita pulak yang makan hati. Sendiri yang sakit sendiri yang sengsara. Hu hu hu. Sebabnya semakin aku cuba lupakan diri dia semakin aku inga kat dia semakin dia sakitkan hati aku
Ada pulak yang sorang nie. Aku memang sangat senang bila berkawan dengan dia. Seronok dapat sembang dengan dia. Mungkin lar dulu pernah terada hati dekat dia. Lepas tu dia MIA (missing in Action). Mesej tak reply. Call tak angkat. Memang rasa kecewa sesangat. Saat-saat aku dah ada kekuatan untuk kembali gembira selepas 7 bulan baru dia muncul. Memang tak duga betul kemunculan dia. Suddenly dia datang. Terkejut sanga. memang banyak perubahan dekat dia. Kenangan lama teringat. (he he he apasal suddenly ko jiwang nie is) Tapi mungkin disebabkan sakit hati kerana ditinggalkan tanpa sebab. to whom that know kalau awak follow blog saya dalam diam, kalau awak baca posted nie saya nak awak tahu yang sekarang nie saya memang tengah marah dekat awak sesangat. Saya tau awak seorang yang kuat bekerja. Tapi takkan susah sangat nak luangkan masa untuk saya. Saya tak pernah mintak lebih dari awak. Apa yang awak janji dengan saya.
Saya masih ingat janji awak dengan jelas. Awak berjanji untuk berada disamping saya dlm aper keadaan saya sekalipun tak kisah bila masa pun awak janji akan angkat call sya, balas Mesej saya. Bawa saya kemana saja nak. Tapi saya tak pernah mintak lebih pun. Saya cuma nak awak dengar luahan hati saya. kebosanan saya. Tapi bila saya perlukan awak mana awak. Boleh tak awak jangan sakitkan hati saya lagi macam orang lain buat dekat saya. Boleh tak awak jangan berjanji kalau awak tahu awak memang tak boleh tepati janji awak.
Sekurang kurangnya saya tak perlu sakit hati bila awak buat cmnie lagi dekat saya sebab saya tahu awak memang macam tu. Tapi saya sendiri pun bodoh jugak kan. Sebabnya dah banyak kali awak buat saya macam nie tapi saya still lagi nak cari awak kan. Walaupun saya sendiri tahu ape kesudahan cerita nie.
Awak jer yang boleh bagitau dekat saya harus saya tunggu awak atau cuba lupakan awak dari segala kotak pemikiran saya even sebagai seorang sahabat. So awak rasa apa yang harus saya buat sekarang.
Ada pulak yang sorang nie. Aku memang sangat senang bila berkawan dengan dia. Seronok dapat sembang dengan dia. Mungkin lar dulu pernah terada hati dekat dia. Lepas tu dia MIA (missing in Action). Mesej tak reply. Call tak angkat. Memang rasa kecewa sesangat. Saat-saat aku dah ada kekuatan untuk kembali gembira selepas 7 bulan baru dia muncul. Memang tak duga betul kemunculan dia. Suddenly dia datang. Terkejut sanga. memang banyak perubahan dekat dia. Kenangan lama teringat. (he he he apasal suddenly ko jiwang nie is) Tapi mungkin disebabkan sakit hati kerana ditinggalkan tanpa sebab. to whom that know kalau awak follow blog saya dalam diam, kalau awak baca posted nie saya nak awak tahu yang sekarang nie saya memang tengah marah dekat awak sesangat. Saya tau awak seorang yang kuat bekerja. Tapi takkan susah sangat nak luangkan masa untuk saya. Saya tak pernah mintak lebih dari awak. Apa yang awak janji dengan saya.
Saya masih ingat janji awak dengan jelas. Awak berjanji untuk berada disamping saya dlm aper keadaan saya sekalipun tak kisah bila masa pun awak janji akan angkat call sya, balas Mesej saya. Bawa saya kemana saja nak. Tapi saya tak pernah mintak lebih pun. Saya cuma nak awak dengar luahan hati saya. kebosanan saya. Tapi bila saya perlukan awak mana awak. Boleh tak awak jangan sakitkan hati saya lagi macam orang lain buat dekat saya. Boleh tak awak jangan berjanji kalau awak tahu awak memang tak boleh tepati janji awak.
Sekurang kurangnya saya tak perlu sakit hati bila awak buat cmnie lagi dekat saya sebab saya tahu awak memang macam tu. Tapi saya sendiri pun bodoh jugak kan. Sebabnya dah banyak kali awak buat saya macam nie tapi saya still lagi nak cari awak kan. Walaupun saya sendiri tahu ape kesudahan cerita nie.
Awak jer yang boleh bagitau dekat saya harus saya tunggu awak atau cuba lupakan awak dari segala kotak pemikiran saya even sebagai seorang sahabat. So awak rasa apa yang harus saya buat sekarang.
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